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Sunday, Oct. 31, 2004 - Wild thing, you make my heart sing. You make everything, grooovy, wild thing. Wild thing I think I love you. But I wanna know for sure. Come on hold me tight, I love you. Wild thing, you make my heart sing. You make everything, grooovy, wild thing.

Friday, Oct. 29, 2004 - I picked out your star. Turned night to day. A simple whisper from your voice and I fade away. You wish for love; you push me away. Your love for me was everything I need-- the air I breathe.

Wednesday, Oct. 27, 2004 - Me and you and you and me. No matter how they toss the dice it had to be. The only one for me is you and you for me. So happy together. So happy together. How is the weather? So happy together. We're happy together.

Tuesday, Oct. 26, 2004 - Please just don't play with me. My paper heart will bleed. This wait for destiny won't do. Be with me please I beseech you. Simple things that make you run away. Catch you if I can. Tears fall down your face. The taste is something new.

Monday, Oct. 25, 2004 - I feel your arms around me, but sadly im just dreaming. I stare into the darkness and hope to find you waiting. But I know that is useless, I'm just allusinating. And I swear that love is addictive. I give up my world, for you I come running.

Friday, Oct. 22, 2004 - Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly. He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye. He waited his whole damn life to take that flight and as the plane crashed down he thought well isn't this nice. And isn't it ironic, don't you think.

Wednesday, Oct. 20, 2004 - I am sad. So very sad. You make me sad. So very sad. I don't have you and that makes me sad. So very sad. (That was my emo poem). And that is the truth.

Tuesday, Oct. 19, 2004 - Seemed like the likely thing. From the start you told me I would be your Queen. But never had I imagined such a feeling. Joy is what you bring. I want to give you everything. You give me butterflies. Got me flying so high in the sky.

Sunday, Oct. 17, 2004 - Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe something. A day in the life of someone else? Cuz I'm a hazard to myself. Don't let me get me. I'm my own worst enemy. Its bad when you annoy yourself. So irritating.

Saturday, Oct. 16, 2004 - Baby, can't you see I'm calling. A guy like you, should wear a warning. It's dangerous I'm falling. There's no escape. I can't hide. I need a hit. Baby, give me it. You're dangerous. I'm lovin it.

Thursday, Oct. 14, 2004 - I hate myself for lovin' you. Can't break free from the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you. Thats why I hate myself for lovin you. Daylight spent the night without you. But I've been dreaming bout the lovin you do.

Wednesday, Oct. 13, 2004 - Would you be happier if you weren't so un-together? Would sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part? Would you be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather? You're gonna be just fine.

Monday, Oct. 11, 2004 - You, doing that thing you do. Breaking my heart into a million pieces like you always do. And you, don't mean to be cruel. You never even knew about the heartache I've been going through. Well, I try and try to forget you girl.

Friday, Oct. 08, 2004 - Do you believe in what you see. There doesn't seem to be anybody else who agrees with me. Do you believe in what you see. Motionless wheel. Nothing is real. Wasting my time in the waiting line. Do you believe in what you see?

Wednesday, Oct. 06, 2004 - She'd do anything to sparkle in his eyes. She would suffer. She would fight and compromise. She's been wishin' up the stars that shine so bright for answers to questions that will haunt her tonight. She must rinse this all away.

Sunday, Oct. 03, 2004 - So long and sorry, darling. I was counting to forever. And never even got to ten. So long and sorry, darling. When we found a rip in heaven. We should have just ascended then. Well, better than if I just go away. Preserving the fiction of indifference now

Friday, Oct. 01, 2004 - You had one eye on the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte. And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner. They'd be your partner, and. You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you.

Thursday, Sept. 30, 2004 - Steel company refused me service. Said they aint got time to build a bridge or two. So I've got no more bridges to cross. Got no more bridges to burn. Lit the last one with a cigarette and watched the flames envelop my soul.

Wednesday, Sept. 29, 2004 - Well people are tricky. You can't afford to show anything risque, anything they don't know. The moment you try, well kiss it goodbye. So baby kiss me like a drug, like a resperator. & let me fall into the dream of an astronaut.

Tuesday, Sept. 28, 2004 - Tell you the truth I prefer the worst of you. Too bad you had to have a better half. She's not really my type. But I think you two are forever. And I hate to say it but you're perfect together.

Monday, Sept. 27, 2004 - I know a secret or two about Goo. She won't mind if I tell you. She likes to wear green underwear and lays down almost anywhere. She doesn't have nothing to do. And the boys say: "hey Goo what's new?"' hey Goo what's new?

Sunday, Sept. 26, 2004 - So, let go, let go. Just get in. Oh, it's so amazing here. It's all right. 'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown. It gains the more it gives. And then it rises with the fall. So hand me that remote.

Saturday, Sept. 25, 2004 - & I knew she was the most beautiful thing I'd ever see. & I knew all in love was fair. & I knew that feelings paralyzed. But I didn't know what I would do. I saw her dancing like an angel. I saw her dancing like a dream.

Friday, Sept. 24, 2004 - What if life wasn't tearing me down? What if I wasn't painted with a frown? What if life wasn't tearing me down, would I still want you? (want you. want you.)

Thursday, Sept. 23, 2004 - If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long. When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on. Well, everybody hurts, sometimes. Everybody cries. And everybody hurts, sometimes. And everybody hurts sometimes. So, h

Wednesday, Sept. 22, 2004 - That unless man put an end to this damnable sin. Hate will put the world beyond flame- what a shame. Just because I'm in misery I don't beg for no sympathy. But if it is not asking too much, Please send me someone to love.

Tuesday, Sept. 21, 2004 - Yeah I know what I know. What I know, what I know. And I know what I know. It's gonna be okay. Yeah I know what I know. What I know, what I know. And I know what I know. It's gonna be okay.

Monday, Sept. 20, 2004 - My Lyrics

Sunday, Sept. 12, 2004 - Dancing where the stars go blue. Dancing where the evening falls. Dancing in your wooden shoes and a wedding dress. Dancing out on seventh street. Dancing through the underground. Dancing with a marionatte. Are you happy now?

Friday, Sept. 17, 2004 - And don't think I ever think about you with another man. And don't think I care about you, honey. You just don't understand. That's why I say can't stop it but I'm gonna try. Can't stop it but I'm gonna try.

Thursday, Sept. 16, 2004 - Don't wanna fight if I gotta bruise. Don't wanna live if I gotta live without you. I don't wanna hate if I can't hate you. I don't wanna love if I gotta love you. And I don't wanna breathe, if I can't breathe you.

Wednesday, Sept. 15, 2004 - Beautiful disaster flyin down the street again. I tried to keep up. You wore me out and left me ate up. Now I wish you all the luck. You're a butterfly in the wind without a care. A pretty train crash to me. And I can't care.

Tuesday, Sept. 14, 2004 - So far away I see the truth. I see through you. Now that I know the way you play I don't want to. Walking away I see the pain you put me through. Lost in your game to change the same. Forever gone, forever you.

Sunday, Sept. 12, 2004 - I don't want to be the one who battles always choose. Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused. I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream. I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean.

Sunday, Sept. 12, 2004 - I wanna hang onto something. That won't break away or fall apart like the pieces of my heart. And globes and maps are all around me now. I wanna feel you breathe me. Globes and maps I see surround you here. Why won't you believe me?

Friday, Sept. 10, 2004 - Strumming my pain with his fingers, singing my life with his words. Killing me softly with his song. Killing me softly with his song. Telling my whole life with his words. Killing me softly with his song. Killing me softly.

Thursday, Sept. 09, 2004 - Your faith was strong but you needed proof. You saw her bathing on the roof. Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you. She tied you to a kitchen chair. She broke your throne. And she cut your hair. And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah.

Wednesday, Sept. 08, 2004 - Where do I take this pain of mine? I run but it stays right by my side. So tear me open, pour me out. The things inside that scream and shout. And the pain still hates me. So hold me until it sleeps.

Tuesday, Sept. 07, 2004 - Here comes the rain again. Falling on my head like a memory. Falling on my head like a new emotion. I want to walk in the open wind. I want to talk like lovers do. I want to dive into your ocean. Is it raining with you?

Monday, Sept. 06, 2004 - Look at me, my depth perception must be off again. Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did. It has not healed with time. It just shot down my spine. You look so beautiful tonight. Remind me how you laid us down.

Sunday, Sept. 05, 2004 - You think you know whats right. You think you know whats wrong. You figure convinging me won't take all that long. Oh. Send me your empty promises. Send me all of your lies. Shove it down my throat, & put that blind fold on my eyes.

Friday, Sept. 03, 2004 - And I don't know if I can do it. Oh no I've said too much. I haven't said enough. I thought that I heard you laughing. I thought that I heard you sing. I think I thought I saw you try.

Friday, Sept. 03, 2004 - It's a deep void waiting to be filled. A masochistic enemy waiting to be killed. And the pencil lies in it's case. The story's half over, and there's so much to erase.

Thursday, Sept. 02, 2004 - I'll remember you at the end of the trail. I had so much left to do. I had so little time to fail. There's some people that you don't forget even though you've only seen 'em one time or two.

Wednesday, Sept. 01, 2004 - Like the coldest winter, I am frozen from you. I was weak before now you made me so numb . I can't feel much for you anymore. I gave you my all, my baby. I'm numb, numb, numb. But the tears were silent inside you see.



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