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Thursday, Dec. 30, 2004 - When I woke up, mom and dad are rolling on the couch. Rolling numbers, rock and rolling, got my kiss records out. Mommy's alright, daddy's alright, they just seem a little weird. Surrender, surrender, but don't give yourself away.
Saturday, Dec. 25, 2004 - Another day goes without any change. The feeling we live with still remains. We're stuck in a whole and we're searching for anything to hold on to. There has to be somewhere that we can be safe. From the lives we live each day.
Friday, Dec. 24, 2004 - I'm not certain of it anyway. I'm not messin' with another life. Can I get on without you? Tell me lies that you know I need. Hold on dreamaway. You're my sweet charade. Hold on dreamaway. You're my sweet charade.
Wednesday, Dec. 22, 2004 - I'm gonna search through every face without a single trace of the person, the person that I need. Do you know that everytime you're near, everybody else seems far away. Can you come and make them disappear. Make them disappear and we can stay.
Monday, Dec. 20, 2004 - You can dress me up in diamonds. You can dress me up in dirt. You can throw me like a line-man. I like it better when it hurts. Oh, I have waited here for you. I have waited. You make me wanna la la in the kitchen on the floor.
Monday, Dec. 20, 2004 - I hate you, but I love you. I can't stop thinking of you. It's true. I'm stuck on you. My loves a broken record thats skipping in my head. I keep singing yesterday. Why we got to play these games we play.
Sunday, Dec. 19, 2004 - Welcome to the far out. Welcome to existance. The tension is here. The tension is here. Between who you are and who you could be. Between how it is and how it should be.
Sunday, Dec. 19, 2004 - Suicide Appl
Thursday, Dec. 09, 2004 - Vindicated. I am selfish. I am wrong. I am right. I swear I'm right. Swear I knew it all along. And I am flawed but I am cleaning up so well. I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.
Monday, Dec. 06, 2004 - Beautiful to take a chance and if you fall you fall, And I'm thinking, I wouldn't mind at all. Love is tearful, so they say, its a problem or it's play, it's a heartache either way, but beautiful. And I'm thinking if you were mine
Sunday, Dec. 05, 2004 - What if I told you it was all meant to be. Would you believe me, would you argee. It's almost that feeling, we've met before. So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy. When I tell you love has come here and now. A moment like this.
Monday, Nov. 29, 2004 - I wear this on my sleeve. Give me a reason to believe. So give me all you poison and give me all your pills and give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill. You're running after something that you'll never kill.
Friday, Nov. 26, 2004 - How many roads must a man walk down before you call him a man? Yes, 'n' how many seas must a white dove sail before she sleeps in the sand? Yes, 'n' how many times must the cannon balls fly before they're forever banned.
Thursday, Nov. 25, 2004 - You're cynical and beautiful. You always make a scene. You're monochrome delirious; you're nothing that you seem. I'm drowning in your vanity. Your laugh is a disease. You're dirty and you're sweet.
Tuesday, Nov. 23, 2004 - Romeo & Juliet are together in eternity, Romeo & Juliet. 40,000 men and women every day like Romeo and Juliet. 40,000 men and women every day redefine happiness. another 40,000 coming every day. come on baby, don't fear the reaper. baby take my hand.
Monday, Nov. 22, 2004 - Honestly, I thought you wouldn't. Naturally, you thought you couldn't. And probably we shouldn't. But aren't you kind of glad we did? Actually, it all was blameless. (of course it was) Nevertheless, they'll call it shameless
Sunday, Nov. 21, 2004 - I'm antsy. Bubble pop electric pansies. My sweet tooth, I want your candy. The Queen of Eng would say it randy. I'm itchy. I wish you would come and scratch me. Tonight I'm falling, won't you catch me. Swoop on by, so you can snatch me
Friday, Nov. 19, 2004 - Winding in and winding out. The shine ahead has caught my eye. And roped me in, so mesmerizing. It's so hypnotizing. I am captivated. I am vndicated. I am selfish. I am wrong. I am right. I swear I'm right. Swear I knew it all along.
Wednesday, Nov. 17, 2004 - Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage. Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal. But can you fake it, for just one more show. And what do you want, I want to change. And what have you got, when you feel the same.
Monday, Nov. 15, 2004 - Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go. It's better off this way. For all the dirty looks. The photographs your boyfriend took. Remember when you broke your foot.
Sunday, Nov. 14, 2004 - Yeah you get me high. The feelings so low. How far will you let me go? Yeah you get me high. The feelings so low. I'm knocked down by the vertigo.
Saturday, Nov. 13, 2004 - Feeling unknown and you're all alone. Flesh and bone by the telephone. Lift up the receiver; I'll make you a believer. Take second best. Put me to the test. Things on your chest, we need to confess. I will deliver. You know I'm a forgiver.
Friday, Nov. 12, 2004 - My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst; or break or bury or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.
Wednesday, Nov. 10, 2004 - Like a cat in heat, stuck in a moving car. A scary conversation, shut my eyes, can't find the brake. What if they say that you're a climber? Naturally, I'm worried if I do it alone. Who really cares, cause it's your life.
Monday, Nov. 08, 2004 - She's a water color picture, real to the touch but bleeds at the first sign of rain. She couldn't touch the sky if she were lighter than air. She's urgent like morning, in her hand me down garmet. But I'd be her for a day.
Friday, Nov. 05, 2004 - You drove me, baby, drove me out of my pain. Why, you never shed a tear. Remember all, remember all that she said; told me love was to be in, you was, you was. Now you say you love me. Well, just to prove you do. Come on and cry me a river, cry me a river
Thursday, Nov. 04, 2004 - Ready lets roll onto something new. Takin' it's toll and I'm leaving without you. 'Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this. I said heaven ain't close in a place like this. Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight.
Tuesday, Nov. 02, 2004 - Sin, I wash you clean again. I'm your redeemer. Cause I live for your pain. I live for your pain. I'm dying. My victim you are meant to be. No, you cannot hide nor flee. You know what I'm looking for: Pleasure your torture, I will endure.
Monday, Nov. 01, 2004 - It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.And she's not breathing back. Anything but bother me. (It takes my pain away). Never mind these are horrid times. Oh oh oh. I can't let it bother me. I never thought I'd walk away from you. I did.
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