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I wanted you to know, my heart remains with you.
On Sunday, May. 28, 2006 at 6:18 p.m.

Maybe I was wrong. Maybe his appeal exists. Maybe I still want to kiss him.

We're speaking in hypotheticals of course. Why would I fall back into this? I gave him to her. When the issue resurfaced three weeks ago I stuck by my decision. So why, why do I spring forward only to fall back?

Shall we skip the rationalization. The I spend a lot of time with him to help her. The she's always talking about how great he is. The of course I want what I can't have. The he flirts with me and touches me and she isn't going to do anything anyway. Yeah, we'll skip that part.

Why do I have to be such a good friend?



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