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So here I am.
On Thursday, Dec. 01, 2005 at 9:33 p.m.

I'm very Zen right know. Barely a care in the world. I'm almost hollow-ly calm but I've come to terms with the lack of action in my life.

I do want craziness someday. I do want to fall in love. To pine, to mourn, to lust, to just go insane in general.

But it can wait. The more you build something up, the more it lets you down. So I'll keep the floors to one, and keep the rooms small. I'm sick of the stomach dropping feel of let downs.



hold me close like we both died
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